From Afar

(Korean Novelas’ Theme)

I watched you hold her dear, beaming, eyes that shine like the sun,
You complete her, and she completes you, two lovers that love,
And I was there, from afar, watching the two figures that cling,
Molding each other, drowning with kisses of love, I sighed…

I tried to reach you, but something somehow prevented me
Maybe the bond between you two that shielded you from me
Maybe the passion denied my existence, so strong
I never even got a chance to hold your hand, your face.

From afar, I watched and wondered about the devotion
So true, so pure, so fulfilling, but it made me shed tears
Pained by your sweet, sweet love that could never, never be mine
Weakening my grip of life, refusing defeat, crying…

How I desired that I had your love even for a while
And be engulfed by the delight it could bring me, so sweet!
“Be mine, be mine, even for a while, be mine!” I bellowed
from within, but I know that I should just be watching you…

from afar.

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The Night After

As I lay down tonight
A heavy heart, with blight
Your face against the light
I know you’re not alright…

You tried to talk, kept mum
You chose to glare, be calm
Trying to fight the glum
And then I kissed, you hum…

I tried to make you feel
That I’m trying to heal
And it’s not a big deal
Accepting what is real…

A drop of tear, and sighs
Oh, I wish no more cries
but a smile in guise
Tomorrow the sun’ll rise!

It is during these times
We look at paradigms
Though they’re not thin dimes
Think of it in our primes…

And through moments like this
I pray for inmost peace,
And be with God abreast
All our cares He’ll release.

Hush now, let’s put to rest
All of life’s pain and test
Offer it to God’s crest
We will, we’ll be our best.

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With Bare Hands

a touch
to soothe discomfort
then add delight
delight (oh, delight!)
that strongly suggests bliss
with bare hands I eased pain

less hurting

less difficult

a grip
that controls sentiments
of hatred, of love,
unspeakable love that
kills
with bare hands I controlled

hatred

love

a blow
which drove away mental acumen
but lesser than
unwritten thrusts that cuts
like a knife
with bare hands I blew away wrath

it burned

then dissipated

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About Carnal Thoughts

the warm air about
tickles my flesh, seduces
my vulva, welling

hard covers beneath
strongly itch my fancy
majoras wriggle

oh, yes, the silence
drives me all the more headlong
castle in the air

caressing undies
opens up the tight ingress
enfolds the craving

tepid environ
bringing me carnal, wild thoughts
intense intercourse

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Put a Stop

While you still can, put a stop to
The folly – can never be what you see
It will just deceive your mind and your heart
The folly – can never be what you see

You dream of white roses from a lover
Of love that will fulfill the need, the lack
You dream of a wild and fiery romance
From the man of your dreams, every nighttime

While you still can, during which you hold
Your spirits, your willpower – stop!
Maybe too early but can be the best
Time to put a stop, time to reflect!

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